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well i have nearly finished my modules for my woodbeads but i am unsure if its worth finishing as with all the rules n regs to follow i feel we have lost the true spirit of scouting? it is worth always looking over your shoulder to see who it waiting for you to make a mistake? is it worth losing great friendships due to regulations and people critising you.
so do you think being a leader is worth it in this day in age? i am unsure now and if i leave i will lose a major part of my life and something that has shaped me so much